New Year 2016

Feeling Sunny

A beautiful new year has begin. This year is also my final year for my study, i hope everything will go smoothly. Beginning new year has new resolution, i have what i have miss out last year will do it by this year.

My concentration now is to complete my study have a a good career. Once i have complete this 2 then i will carry on from there. I have a lot of tasks which i want to achieve but first of all need to complete my study n get a job first.

I just hope that this year will be a good year for me. Nothing else in my mind for the time being as i will only focus on the 2 tasks that i wanted to achieve. Thanks for having this blog so that i can write all the stuff here to relieve the stress i am having.

I also wish that all my friends to have their wishes come true this year 2016

Ending of 2015

Feeling sad.

1 year has past. I feel like i haven achieve anything. I wanted to do a lot of stuff but very restricted by money. I dun no whether i did the right decision to go study.

I just they type of person which is not fit for study. If i am good at studying, i could have completed the study at next semester. I tell myself many times i must work hard n complete the module smoothly so not to waste another semester.

For the new year 2016 coming. I just wish my family and all my friends all in good health and work will be smooth. I will set a new goals this coming new year. Hope i can accomplish them.

Exam Result out

Today feeling is  sunshine

Finally the results are officially out and lucky there was no changes to the leak as before. I was so scared the previous night and could not sleep at all. I waited the whole night till morning the result release. Although the result was all on border line but at least this semester i did not fail any of the module.

This is my biggest improvement, i just wish that now till i officially graduate, i will do my very best in all my module and make it smoothly cleared and get a degree cert. I know that i am not that kind of person who is good at studying but i will try my very best to get the degree cert so that can be able to work outside, as the whole outside is different from what i previously work inside. At least i know that i make the correct decision by leaving my previous job.

A very lucky day for me:)

Exam Result

Today my feeling is normal. Same as usual after my exam, i am resting at home to watch some drama show and do some studying for my future job.

In the afternoon, i received an msg from my friend that the result for my exam is out, i was very scared that i would fail a module again. As my previous 2 semesters i always have 1 module failed out of the 4 module taken. I just hope that i can pass all my modules this semester as i have done my very best.

After viewing my result, finally i have all my modules passed but with a border line cases to 3 modules. i finally realise that studying degree is very stressful and not that simple. i am not the kind of person which very good at studying. During evening my friend told me again that the school has send an email stating that the result will officially release on Thursday and today the result was not accurate. Suddenly my heart going to die, my 3 modules on the border has become more dangerous as i do not want to fail any of my modules. If any changes making to my these 3 modules i might be in deep trouble.

Now the only thing i can do is hope that there wont be any changes to it. Thursday result would be the final and i hope just to clear them and graduate smoothly. Hope that nothing changes, if want to change i hope that the result will be higher and not lower.

Exam ended

Finally after many weeks of revision. The exam is over. I just hope to clear all the 4 modules i have take. As till now i did not clear 4 modules before. I try my very best this semester to do well and memorise all the things needed.

I thought exam over can have a small break but i still need to study for my future work. So i tell myself to rest few days b4 back to study for my work.
I have to cleared my work exam by 2018 and my study too also by end of 2016.

I just hope my study for the remaining 2 semesters will be smooth. I will try to work hard for my study.

Holiday trip

Feeling happy

Finally can have a short trip. Although i stay at home this school holiday period n rest but cannot feel any relaxation. I will sometime think of how come i 2 semester did not do well and need to retake 2 of my modules.

I told myself i need to work hard on my 2nd sem but i still fail 1 module. I feeling very demoralise and i tell myself again no more playing on my 3rd sem. Need to work even harder to recover my result. Just need to pass module can already. Not aiming for very gd result.

I just hope after my holiday trip back. I can forget the past n move on to continue my study.

Exam result

Feeling sad.

I gt my result already. Try my very best to clear the module end up still have to retake a module.

I dun have the motivation to carry on but i already have done half way through, if i give up nw i will lose out quite a lot. I tell myself multiple time not to give up i wish i will not flop another the nxt sem.

I feeling lost right now. How i wish i can go for a short holiday to relax myself not to think abt my exam result. I have to change my style of study. Weekdays no more relax have to study till i get noe of the topic.